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Chapter 0: The Hidden Flaw That Exist Deep in the Heart.
“What kind of person are a normal person?”
This problem can be very funny and also can be very philosophical.
Funny reason is very simple, it’s because most person will not ask such a question for no reason.
If one day, someone you know suddenly asked such a question, then it’s certain that’s your first reaction is to laugh, right?
After all, a normal person wouldn’t suddenly think to ask such a question.
And the philosophical reason is even more simple, It’s nothing more than a question from an objective point of view as it can become a debate topic that’s rich of meaningful content.
It’s just that, this kind of debate topic that didn’t reach the highschool standard wouldn’t even used as a homework.
However, such a question, nevertheless it was mentioned to the teacher by Fang Li when he’s at first grade of elementry school.
That year, Fang Li is only eight years old.
One can imagine, when such a question come from an eight years old child mouth, in the end the reaction of the elementry school teacher that standing on the podium and the group of naive little children will be awkward and preplexed.
From this, it can be seen that Fang Li can’t be counted as a normal person.
This kind of question, should not appear in an eight years old child.
However, when you look at it, no matter from what aspect, Fang Li is actually a normal person.
When a child of the same age is playing around, Fang Li’s also playing around.
When a child of the same age got into a trouble, Fang Li’s also got into a trouble.
When a child of the same age is still innocent, Fang Li’s also is still innocent.
When a child of the same age childishly fart, Fang Li’s also childishly fart.
In other words, Fang Li didn’t mature early nor abnormal, regardless physically and mentally Fang Li’s still a normal child.
However, when Fang Li’s still an eight years old first grader, he can’t help but asked that question.
Because, the ignorant Fang Li know that there’s only one difference that differ him with the others.
That year, Fang Li’s only seven years old.
Before the age of seven, Fang Li has also been growing up like the other ordinary child.
At that time, because his parents need to work all day long to support their family, the one that mostly accompanied Fang Li by his side is his grandfather.
His grandfather care Fang Li dearly.
When Fang Li want to play, his grandfather will accompanied Fang Li to play.
When Fang Li’s scolded by his parent, his grandfather will come out to protect Fang Li.
When Fang Li fall down and get hurt, his grandfather will go and comfort Fang Li unbearable pain.
When Fang Li want a certain toy, his grandfather will buy the toy, just to make Fang Li happy.
Therefore, Fang Li also like his grandfather.
Even when he grow up later, Fang Li will naturally tell the people around him, that the people he like the most is his Grandfather.
When a someone disappears from your world, How will you react to it?
Previously, Fang didn’t even consider this question.
That year when he’s seven years old, Fang Li had no choice but to consider it.
“woo woo woo woo…”
Crying sound can be heard in the entire place.
Some of them was extremely depressed, and some was crying without the slightest scruple, nevertheless anyone can feel grieve and sad inside.
Under that sounds of weeping, the whole place was filled with sad atmosphere.
Under that sounds of weeping, each and every naive little children start to cry loudly.
Fang Li’s on this kind of place, one of his hand was holding her mother and his eyes are cast to his front.
There, stood a black and white photo.
Inside the photograph, is Fang Li grandfather.
Looking at the photograph, Fang Li’s really miss his grandfather.
Fang Li know, the people around him are also miss his grandfather, as a result everyone is crying this time.
However, Fang Li didn’t even let a drop of tears flow out.
Even when his parents are crying, even when the adults and children around him are crying, Fang Li still have yet to shed a drop of tears.
Hence, Fang Li asked.
“Mom, why are you all crying?”
At that time, his mother that’s crying replied to Fang Li.
“… because, Grandfather cannot come back anymore.”
Fang Li know.
Fang Li still know about this fact.
Fang Li know that Grandfather will never come back.
“But why do you have to cry?”
When asked in such a question by Fang Li, his mother expression become somewhat surprised, but also somewhat have doubts.
Then, his mother answered this to Fang Li.
“Grandpa will not be able come back anymore, that’s why normal person will feel sad, as a result they will cry.”
Hearing this word, Fang Li didn’t say anything again.
However, a question come out inside of Fang Li heart .
“Normal person would cry at this time?”
It is because of this that Fang Li go and asked his teacher about that kind of question when he’s eight years old.
By the time Fang Li grow up , Fang Li know, it is indeed a matter of course.
For a normal person, it’s inevitable that they would cry because of the death of their relative.
They can grieve and they can feel sad, because they’re a normal person.
From a psychological point of view, when a person’s subjective world and their objective world have principle of unity, then they would be normal.
Because, mental is a reflection of an objective reality, so any normal mental activity and behavior must be consistent with the objective environment, even if it’s only on the form and content.
When a person spiritual or mental environment lose unity with the outside world , then this person wouldn’t be able to understand some other person.
At that time, this person will become abnormal.
Therefore, from this theoretical point of view, Fang Li is not a normal person.
That day, Fang did not cry.
When other people feel grieve and sad at that time, Fang Li heart is calm.
When other people feel that it’s inevitable, Fang Li heart is unconvinced.
When other people shed tears and cry, Fang Li heart only have astonishment.
So incompatible even to the extent to call it as cold-hearted, how is it not unusual?
No matter how to say it, that person support him from childhood, the feelings towards him is good, but that person is also his favorite family member.
When that kind of person is gone, and he can’t even see that person ever again, because he is a child, therefore he should feel sad isn’t he?
However, from start to finish, Fang Li has not felt any trace of sadness, shred of grieve, and even not have any impulse to shed a single tears.
At that time, the adults didn’t care about this, they only think that Fang Li didn’t understand the meaning of death, maybe he’s mature earlier than the other kids, or maybe he didn’t get influenced by the other kids crying.
But Fang Li who’s in a confused state understand about one thing.
“I’m different from the other people …”
That was the only thinking Fang Li had at the time.
When he’s grown up, Fang Li also understand why at that time is he like that.
Not only because Fang Li began to be sensible, but also because Fang Li cannot avoid and experienced the same thing several times.
At that time Fang Li’s still the same he can’t cry, can’t feel sad.
Then, Fang Li understand.
No matter how important the other person is to him, no matter how close that person is to him, once he/she died, he will never able to shed a single tear, he wouldn’t able to feel a trace of sadness.
It is not because Fang Li is not sensible, nor is it because he’s too cold-hearted.
It’s just a flaw.
When Fang Li at the age of seven he began to be somewhat confused of the hidden flaw that exist deep in his heart.
“I have no way to have feelings of the death of others …”
“I certainly have no way to produce any feelings of my own death …”
This fact was confirmed this year when Fang Li’s eighteen years old.
It was a very loud crash.
At the moment he heard the sound of impact, Fang Li can only feel that the sky is spinning and he feel dizzy, until when his vision restored and the sky entered his field of vision.
However, this sky is gradually dyed red, and little by little it’s replaced by black.
The appearance of the red is because Fang Li iris begins to bleed.
The appearance of the black is because Fang Li awareness has start to disappear.
At this moment, Fang Li can only feel that his body is not his own and he can’t even move it, and even his sense start to disappear.
The only feeling Fang Li has is —- hot.
His whole body feels like it’s in a fever.
Around him, each and every pedestrian start to surround him, they appear inside of Fang Li blurred vision.
There was no way for Fang Li to hear what they were saying.
However, Fang Li was able to detect the feeling of panic and fear in the surroundings.
And his body is heating up and he feels that his body have lost something important, and so the ground under his body began to get wet.
Fang Li try to turn his head with some difficulty and saw the oil in close proximity of the road.
There, the road is gradually dyed red.
Blood flow from his whole body and it begin to dyed the road red.
Thus, Fang Li finally understand.
He understand that his body has begin to lose an important things, not only just blood, or life.
At the same time, Fang Li start to understand what happened.
A sudden unexpected accident.
Such an accident, occur at the country every year for more than 100,000 times.
Only that, Fang Li”s included among the 100,000 car accident.
“So that’s what happened…”
Fang Li instantly accepted his fate.
No unwillingness, no resentment, or even any fear or resistance.
After all, Fang Li didn’t have any way to reply [death] with any emotions
This is the fact he realize at the age of seven when he’s somewhat ignorant.
Now, it has been confirmed.
As for his only thoughts about his death, then there is only one thing.
“So, when people die, in the end where do they go?”
With such a thinking, Fang Li closed his eyes.
When Fang Li thoroughly loss his consciousness, suddenly a cold voice poured into his mind.
“Number 11273 into the Dimension of the Main God .”
Death is not the greatest loss in life.
The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.